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03 March 2008
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today is such a bodoh day la siol. i'm so pissed off with situations, with things are going on in my life. my life is so messed up like fucking shit and everything is going oh so wrong. bodo sial.i had wanted to sleep through the night today, but no one can sleep through the raised voices and animosity in the so-called haven. that hatred that has been building up for months, just exploded tonight. stupid fuckshit. what's more saddening to see someone you love crying on the bed, trying to hide her tears. and someone else not bothering. i'm almost at the verge of finding you heartless. stupid family drama that has to go on NOW, is making me oh so damn stress. i can't do the stupid probability tutorial, which i'm sure is damn easy. i'll probably go cheebye tmr when i realise how easy it actually is. but now, my brain is just not functioning. econs is the only thing i'm good at, and i beg you not to take that from me. thanks to your senseless fights, i can't understand a shit about my econs. you think funny ah sia when you cause so much hurt. i don't feel like talking to you. one thing for sure, i don't want to grow up like you. lies, manipulation, hurt. im not going thru that la siol. ill probably feel damn guilty when i read this tomorrow but for now, i just want to get away from here. from this so called home. i swear if tp had a dorm, i would stay there, not at home. do you realise the longest conversation we had with each other is when we fight? how ridiculous. muke yana kan tak bawak rezeki. fuck la sial. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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